Counseling Perspective

July 8, 2026 · 3 min read · by Fitz Anugerah

How Dis-ease Brought Me Back to Ease with My Health

How Dis-ease Brought Me Back to Ease with My Health

Life has a way of surprising us, often when we least expect it. I had been working in a fast-paced, high-pressure role, driven by metrics, deadlines, and the constant need to perform. My daily routine involved back-to-back meetings with up to eight executives, leaving little time for even basic necessities like eating. In an attempt to find some respite from work, I threw myself into intense workouts—sometimes twice a day. It became my escape, but in hindsight, it was another form of stress I placed on my already taxed body.

At that point, I was fresh out of an abusive relationship that had lasted eight years. In my desire to regain control and confidence, I focused solely on physical exercise, ignoring crucial elements like nutrition, rest, and, most importantly, my mental health. It wasn’t sustainable, but I couldn’t see that then. My focus was on external goals—getting stronger, faster, fitter—but internally, I was crumbling.

Then I got the call that changed everything. During a routine corporate health check, the doctor found a shadow, a mass growing on my lungs. I was diagnosed with lymphoma, a cancer of the immune system. Suddenly, everything I had been pushing aside—the pain, the exhaustion, the emotional baggage—became impossible to ignore.

The next few months were filled with grueling cancer treatments: eight rounds of chemotherapy and 21 rounds of radiation. My focus shifted from perfection to survival. But as I went through treatment, I knew something had to change. I couldn’t keep going at the pace I had been.

So, I started exploring alternative therapies to complement my medical treatments. I tried sound therapy, Ayurveda, and then, unexpectedly, I found BodyTalk. To be honest, I came into my first session as a skeptic. I wasn’t sure what to expect, but what unfolded during that session was nothing short of transformative.

Without me sharing a word about my story, the BodyTalk practitioner was able to pinpoint life events and patterns that had impacted my health. And then something even more surprising happened: after months of being unable to lift my arms due to a keyhole surgery, I was suddenly able to raise them above my head. The release was immediate, both physically and emotionally.

What makes BodyTalk so powerful is its holistic approach. It doesn’t just address symptoms; it looks at the entire person—your emotions, experiences, environment, and how everything is interconnected. Through BodyTalk, I realised that my disease wasn’t just a physical illness—it was the result of years of unhealed trauma, chronic stress, and a lack of self-care. I had neglected my mental health for so long that it had manifested in my body.

BodyTalk became a key part of my recovery. It didn’t just help shrink my tumour—it gave me a new perspective on my life. Within two months, I entered remission, but beyond that, I found emotional healing and a renewed sense of self-worth. I learned to accept and love all aspects of myself, even the ones I had been avoiding for years.

Today, as a certified BodyTalk practitioner, I use what I’ve learned to help others heal. I’m passionate about showing people how interconnected their mental and physical health really are. Cancer was my wake-up call, but you don’t need to wait for a crisis to start prioritising your mental well-being.

If you're struggling with stress, illness, or just the weight of life, don’t wait to address your mental health. Explore options like BodyTalk, or any holistic practice that resonates with you. Healing isn’t just about treating symptoms—it’s about understanding the full picture of who you are.

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